Intermezzo!

Mmm.. okay. This is the very first time i write in my blog. This blog is my homework blog buat mata kuliah JOL which is one of my favorite class.

I got nothing to do, nowhere to be so here I am, sitting on my bed in front of my black Hp. I keep trying to do things in order to get myself busied. well lil thing about me, Nugroho is'nt my name its my father's name. i like to put that name behind my name, it keeps remind me that i am his lil daughter. actually its Arindha Ayu Adisty nama yang orang tuaku kasih :)

Uumm its been my second years in Surabaya. aku memang bukan asli sini, tapi since i was a child aku udah sering bolak-balik Surabaya. disini aku tinggal sama kakak mama a.k.a Budhe ir. Budhe orangnya baiiiik banget, she treats me just like her own daughter, but well "nothing is feel like home than being home". kadang aku ngerasa kangen banget kalau liat budhe lagi manjain mb aras -cousin of the same age as me- rasanya pengen  pulang aja ke kampung halaman, kadang aku juga ngerasa ga berada ditempat yang tepat! aku mau pulang ke rumah!

next, I was born in a town called Jayapura, which is the capital city of Papua. aku tumbuh dan besar di lingkungan keluarga TNI yang dalam versiku aku sebut My little Paradise, the place where i can share my happiness and smiles, place that reduces all the sadness that i feel inside,and the most importantly is a place where I can find people who sincerely love me and happy to see me happy. those people r definitely parents, siblings -Nunu and my gorgeous lil diva- , best friends whos grown up together with me, and people who lived around me since my childhood. i miss them so-so much!. but well as we know "haters never die" selalu aja ada orang-orang yang ga senang liat keluarga kami bahagia. God cursed you people!

July  wasn't my month, kejadian yang bener-bener unexpectedly happen and ruined my life.. i lost my father because of accident, he was driving home after duty when it happens. i lost my number one man in my entire life, orang yang paling ingin aku buat bahagia. Papa meninggal tepat 6 hari sebelum aku pulang for the first time after a year apart due to my college.aku anggap Allah sayang sama Papa, makanya papa pergi lebih cepat dan ninggalin kami. He definitely can not be replaced. But somehow I know that he keeps watching his family down here. i love you dad :)

Mungkin ini yang dibilang orang-orang 'moment Allah nunjukin sayangNya'. Cobaan kayaknya gk ada sedikitinya berhenti. Baru juga mau ambil napas, suddenly a thunder does strike again. Disaat-saat kayak gini ini yang bikin kangen papa even much more than usual. orang-orang jahat ga pernah berhenti, aku kasihan sama mama dan adik-adik. i love you mom and i will always be with u no matter what. mama yang kuat, Allah tau mama wanita hebat :')

Udah dulu kali ya ceritanya..mata udah panas banget  T_T

Next post aku bakal dongeng lebih lengkap.

wasslm. Allah Hafiz