the feeling of unreasonable thought the keeps bothering me everyday. I
bet everyone ever feels the same way though it doesn't exactly the same.
confuse? for sure. There's someone in my mind who keeps flying like
butterfly which causes the butterflies inside my stomach are alive. He
mmm... particularly makes an intense contact with me. yet I don't have
any idea what kind of path in which he tries to bring me. Some times i
feel like he wants to be with me, but the other times I know there's a
kind of rejection in the name of trauma. No denial, I also have a kind
of trauma that takes time to be healed. I wish we could heal each other
but i think you're too reluctant to accept my help. I've been trying to
move on, but i don't want to make it so. You know, somehow i feel like
an idiot. Knows things don't work as I wish but i keep pushing it.
Pathetic? I guess so.
I met people who had similar stories like
mine. Magically, I could give 'em thousands advices to make things
right. I did suggest 'em to do this, to do that, but seems like I don't
have a single mirror for me. haha. People might laugh at me. What can I
do? you know when sometimes your mind, heart and lips can not work
properly. Beda semua lah antara apa yang kamu pikirin, rasain dan kamu
ucapin atau lakuin. Don't deny! semua orang pasti pernah being in that
kind of situation.
Can I say I'm in-between?
please make it
straight. whether is 'a yes' or 'we are not back together again'. I'm
all your answer. But i'll make it straight if this kind of things take
me way too long. tell the butterflies to keep flying or they should die
as soon as possible.
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